Today is just another day. Just like yesterday, I got up, went to work, and now am wondering what to feed the kids for dinner. Just like yesterday, I haven't been able to focus on my Stats homework. Just like yesterday, I'm wondering why I decided to work summer school. You know, I'm so incredible jealous of stay at home moms! I really wish I could stay at home. You know what's really sick...I wish I could stay home so I could clean my house! I really like cleaning my house. As an avid believer in the Fly Lady, I really get a kick out of doing her daily "flight plans" and challenges. I like setting a timer and working as fast as I can for 10 minutes. I even like decluttering.
I think this must be what it's like to be old...or maybe just more mature than I used to be. I remember telling my mom once that when I was 18 I was going to set the world on fire, and now all I really want is a Maytag washer. Yep, getting old.
The problem is, I don't feel old. I feel like I'm right where I'm supposed to be for the most part. I think I missed somethings along the way, but I can't go back and change them, so I just keep moving forward.
As long as this blog post is detached already, I'll change subjects again. For anybody who wants to know, my husband made it to Afghanistan. He says the chow hall sustains life, but he misses my cooking. :) (I pride myself of being able to reproduce a Rachel Ray recipe very well). He says he misses me and the kids and that he is alive a well. I miss him too. With the states of our relationship over the past year or so, it's a good thing.
Okay, last thought for the day...I am so tired of not finishing things!!! So, I have decided that I am going to finish the blanket I started knitting. I'm not going off the deep end here and promising to knit a blanket for everyone of my kids, but I will finish the one I started BEFORE I start another project. :)
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